Hi Little Lady
It is horrible when we are hit with this addiction- when we realise we cannot stop- when we finally start to see that the big win to cover the debts isn’t coming – and even if it does come we end up gambling it.
However , there are many people on here who stop gambling and have very prosperous lives-debts can be paid off slowly while allowing funds for a good life.
Do you know about barriers little lady – things which make it difficult to gamble- like gambling blockers on your internet devices , maybe get someone else to look after your money, and cutting up and cancelling all cards you have used to gamble.
You have taken the first step to stopping. Well done and I hope to get to know you better on this site