Hi Lilo, I’m glad that you are here. Please put all barriers in place that you can. Try to have limited contact with money. We continue to chase the win and dig a deeper hole for ourselves. There are companies that will consolidate your payday loans, stop the interest. It makes it a lot easier to pay off. You can go online to find them. It is possible to get out of debt and become current on your bills. I know the money stress triggers the gambling urges but then it just becomes a vicious cycle. Keep strong. Maybe you can find a GA meeting or counselor to talk to. We all have things we need to work out. Keep posting.
