Hi Konj,
I am a compulsive gambler. If I had a “system” that allowed me to pick winning bets it would not matter – I would just then lose it all on other bets.
As you say – we have no discipline. If we were able to show that sort of “control” when gambling then none of us would be here in the first place.
I would recommend against making those paper bets – they will just lead to reeal ones and the pain and damage that follws..
Keep posting but I hope to hear the non gambling activities that are filling your time.