Hi Kon,
This is a hateful addiction and often takes more than one attempt to overcome – I feel you will be a great success story for several reasons .
1. You keep brushing yourself down and starting over
2. You are self aware and reflective
3. It is so obvious how much you value your wife and family’s
4. You have a supportive partner (so many don’t have this) who is not only willing you, but actively helping you to succeed .
5 . You are honest about your addiction
You have so much going for you – you will make it and you deserve to .
Well done on brushing yourself down and starting again.