Hi Kc, well done on getting back here.
When you say “……not gamble anymore, at least with not real money. …………” does that mean you were making pretend bets? Mind gambling? Playing “free” slots?
Things like that just tease the addiction. Better to starve it completely. How can you fill your time and thoughts with other nn gambling related things?
You were also able to deposit 2000 Euros? That is a lot of money to have access to at this stage. Can you put things in place so that you can’t easily access funds if/when you get an urge? Thge urges weaken if we can’t act on them. Talk to your wife, I am sure she can help you with accountability – when we know that if we gamble we will be found out then it is a big deterrent.
Keep posting.