16 January 2019 at 8:35 pm
#49318
Rose1234
Participant
Hi Justin,
I feel very alone and helpless against this addiction. I just keep thinking if I can stop then maybe in a year things will start to get better for me. I have tried so may sales jobs to try and earn an above average wage so that I can get myself out of this situation but if I earn a bit more money I end up gambling it all away and then I get depressed and can’t sell. It seems to be a very vicious cycle.
I have gambled again today, just to try and win a small amount of money and spent around £400.00. I feel as if i’m destroying myself.
Good Luck with your recovery, I hope that you have the strength to overcome this monster.