Hi Jonnya,
Well done on looking for help.
I hope you are reading the other stories here, you will see a lot that you will relate to. You will also read the success stories, what are they doing that you could apply to your own situation?
There is a lot of support available in the UK, here and elsewhere. Gamcare, Gamblers Anonymous, counselling and more.
You feel that you are getting somewhere and then buckle? Well the next time you reach that point you won’t be alone; you can be posting regularly here and/or using other support. You can be banned from your usual gambling sites, have a blocker on your PC/phone. You can have things in place so that you don’t have unaccountable access to funds with which to gamble.
You can stop gambling, keep posting and let us know the positive steps that you are going to start taking.