Hi Johnny ,
We all carry a lot of guilt for those we have hurt.
I remember a close family member who died shortly after Christmas . I remember the expression on his face when he opened my present which was quite frankly an insult .
When I remember it is like a scar reopening on my heart .
I guess at some stage we have to forgive ourselves .
I don’t know how we can do this but sometimes the memories are so painful I guess we need to .
Well done to you and to Alliesmum on your gamble free time .