Hi Jezi I have been there so often – it is amazing how we find ways around our barriers when we are determined to gamble – but I also have learned from these mistakes.
I agree you shouldn’t do anything which will put your marriage and your family at risk. Telling your husband isn’t an essential part of recovery , although I think it might be part of what GA recommends – there are many ways to go about achieving a gamble free life.
Well done on seeking out that meeting and I hope you get lots from it . Onwards and upwards Idi.xx