Hi Jen .
Your dream was really interesting .
I think it is about how we view the world – everybody else seems to be doing great – having holidays , going out for nice meal, generally having a good time and knowing exactly where they are going.
WE on the other hand seem to be always clinging on trying to make it until payday and never quite knowing if we will make it .
Of course we can stop this nightmaRe by taking the actions we need to take but something seems to hold us back – ah yes our addicted brains hold us back and justify why we need to have available cash and access to gambling sites.
Jen you are doing really great – it is nice to chat with you although my chat access is somewhat unpredictable right now. Keep posting and keep strong my friend.