I used to think I could never live a gf life but I do now. It will bring us down progressively. It messes with our sanity, that beating up and talking to oneself with all the what ifs gets worse and it is part of the nature of the addiction.
Don’t wait to get to where I was. Seek support as well as the groups on here. Xmas is such a dodgy time for a cg with all the time we have off with rubbish repeats on tv. Make 2019 gf. 2018 was a gf free year for me and I hope 2019 is for all of us on this site.
