Hi James,
I’m glad you are looking for help. That’s the first step of the process of getting your life back. The next thing you need to do is admit that you can never win because you are a compulsive gambler and can’t ever stop. Then you need to let go of all the money you’ve lost and to accept the debt you’re in. This terrible addiction costs a lot. All our figures are different but they feel the same. IT HURTS!!! Once you get those first things done you’ll need to ban yourself from all gambling options being the casinos, online sites, from your phone, and computer. You need to confide in a family member or friend that you can trust and most likely turn over all you’re money to them and have them help you recover from debt slowly.
Feeling how you feel and being down and in debt sucks man. I’m right there with you. To think of all of that all the time is debilitating. You and I need to focus on one day at a time. Just focus on getting through the day. Then get to day 2 and do the same thing. Lets do it together.
Jon