Hi Jack, welcome to the forum. It is truly devastating when we realize what we’ve done. Losing it all hurts no matter what age. Thinking about what that money represents after we have gambled it will nearly drive us crazy. The problem is that it isn’t our money anymore. We spent it, we gave it to them and they don’t give it back. There is no promised win. Thankfully you haven’t borrowed a lot of money yet to feed this addiction you have. And that is what it is. You are addicted to the feeling you get when you win. We can’t cash out feelings so we go back looking to get that feeling again. It doesn’t matter if it costs us everything we keep trying. I’m glad you have the support of your girlfriend. I would suggest that you put in place as many barriers as you can. I believe you can sign up on GAMSTOP in the UK to prevent you from opening online accounts. But I’m not from there so perhaps someone could tell you more. You can beat this addiction. Keep close to this site and do some reading of past posts. There are many suggestions and advice contained there that can be helpful. And ask for advice and help if you need. Perhaps some counseling would be helpful. Well done on coming here. Laura
