I couldnt find a thread for you so thought id post here (sorry Trish)
Have you thought about starting your own thread? You will get some much needed support. Im a fellow Aussie, pokies are my poison too.
Im not sure which state you are in, but self exclusion is a great barrier and one that i feel has saved my life (among other things)
If its online theres a few gambling blockers you can get for your pc.
Have you got someone you can confide in? Someone that could help you, take control of your finances for a bit? I felt so relieved when i did this as i didnt have the stress, i couldnt access the money and in doing so it gave me some time to work on me.
You can live a gamble free life. Its not easy, i wont pretend theres a magic cure, its hard work but it can be done.
Have you thought about GA in your area? Theres great support there too. Every bit counts Jack.
I hope to see you around.
Love K xx