[lizbeth4]

Hi. I’ve just read your story and I can’t image how you are feeling. Did you gamble today? Have you blocked/banned, put barriers up? Do you have a friend, someone you can confide in? It’s hard to go it alone. You are eventually going to have to tell your parents. Although it will be hard having to face their reactions, that’s your first step in recovery. The truth shall set you free. Maybe with time you can redeem yourself. Stay strong. Keep posting here.