I actually LOL when I read your first post about fooling ourselves.
How many times I deluded myself, next time would be different!
Only a little bit of money….ha! I always made sure I had access to more!
We all have character flaws, cg’s or not.
I’d like to think that how I treat others is a testament to my character.
We all see things differently, and what’s important to you may not be important to me and vice versa.
I think most people know in their heart/soul/gut what’s right and wrong. And at the end of the day we all have to look in the mirror and see ourselves. Whether it’s a true reflection looking back is anyone’s guess.
I’m happy for you that you haven’t gambled and I hope each day is getting a teensy bit easier in some way or another.
As for working on faults, I’m not sure how to tackle that question, perhaps time is the only answer, it will happen when it happens.
Not very helpful I know.
Anyway , wishing you a day of peace my friend.
Love K xxx