I think Louise hay would probably relate gnawing pain in the stomach to built up resentment but mine was definitely related to stored anger turned inwards. GMA are only paying my fare because I have no funds. Everything goes on priority debt to avoid prison and court actions. And that only covers some of the priority debts.
I ate a whole Angel cake today and my tummy certainly feels like it has.
I agree that life dealt me some bad cards, particularly at the start. I think how we were brought up is so important and I really get the importance of solid foundations in life. I never had that and neither have my kids either but allhave done ok despite all that. What I find hard is that many people in life don’t stand a chance. I struggle with this about what we are born into, and find it all so incredibly unfair. I get that the soul has its own agenda but still have always found it difficult to reconcile this with suffering on this planet.
And when things were really prosperous for just two years after struggling for decades I getcancer and in the final year of my masters which took me 24 years to get. I started it in 1988 and finished in 2012. I even asked if it was a record. I could t use my arms and was using voice recognition software to finish it working day and night to finish my thesis. I passed with Merit and am still very proud of that. But boy did it cost me. An old boss described me as incredibly driven at the time. What happened to her, where did she go? Can she come back? Or has that person gone forever?
