Hi I-did-it. Thanks so much. I’v just being with my son and just home. I’m so Happy. I finished work today at 6.45. I started at 9.15. As soon as i finished work I want straight to see my son. Before I would have left work and gone gambling and only see my for 40 mins. Tonight I spend 2.30 hours with him…..Amazing.
I told my son about the ps4. I told him the truth. I told him I need help again with the gambling addiction. I also told him it will take time to get it back. His answer was – you know I LOVE you SO SO MUCH AND IM HERE FOR YOU. The tears started rolling down my face and he put his arms around me and said it will be ok. I have a very long way to go in recovery. I know its not even the start because I need to face the urges and the debt. Relationships have to be rebuild with family and loved ones.I have to work harder because I have to show I’m focused again…Its certainly not easy by any means. All I can to his my best.
