Hi! I came to this site 3 years and 6 months ago. Since then I have had several slips. I still post here as it helps me to be accountable. The main reason I post here is that I have support and friends here. Many people here kept me sane when my husband died. I like to see how everyone is doing. I still have urges at times and posting my thoughts helps me work through them. I know that I will never conquer being a compulsive gambler. It is always there waiting to pull me in again. I need to not become complacent and to keep working on being gamble free. One day at a time
