To your 1st Question)
Nah I dont think so but im Not sure..
2) Is gambling affecting me from Finding Friends?
In some Degree it does affect me. I have less Time also Meaning less Time for Friends But also I like to Gamble BECAUSE I have no Friends.
It was Never like I Had a Lot of Friends or lost a Lot of Friends due to gambling. More like a Lot of boredom that Drove me to Play because I have no Friends and generally am more riskfriendly.
Ugh… I think so many factors Play a role.
3) what do I expect to get from Here or what was I expecting When coming Here?
First I wanted to have someone to Talk about my Loss who is neutral (!)
Then I wanted to gain Knowledge by coming Here (Why do I have such a Strong desire to Gamble Sometimes? What are The Most effective ways to avoid this Strong desire to Gamble?)
So yea I’m still Looking for Nice strategies that help my mind to be more Balanced and in The end don’t Gamble!
And I have my own Definition of gambling 😉