Hi Guys,
Thanks for the replies and suggestions. I tried to gamble block my computer but found the blocking programs are mainly for PC’s. Do you happen to know if one exists for macs and iPhones?
I’m going to start attending GA meetings again and get a sponsor as well as see someone at UCLA who specializing in gambling addictions.
With my money gone and being watched and accounted for. Counseling and GA in place. And the right state of mind I sure hope I can fight this disease.
I feel like I’m a smart enough person to do this but if I was that smart I wouldn’t find myself in this situation to begin with.
I’m also going to see a life coach about my troubled youth as I have a feeling some of those feelings are still haunting me over 20 years later. I feel I avoided gambling and weed to sort of escape the feelings and pain from that time.