I can only echo what everyone else has said to you.
You need professional help at this stage.
Please reach out to someone, family, friend, doctor, anyone!
Our secrets keep us sick.
It is possible to live without gambling. I know it seems impossible right now, but please don’t go another day without sharing with someone.
You say this is a life you are willing and ready to leave behind. You can!!! It can be done. Nope, it is certainly not easy, but its worth it. YOU are worth it.
Love K xxx
