Hi Gene
Many of us on here have had thoughts like that at some point .
Many of us have had as big or bigger losses.
All of us are delighted be still here living life !
Many of us took more that one attempt to get to where we Are today . It’s hard to stop gambling – it’s hard to accept the losses. I
But when we do we can enter a sensible repayment plan and start living our great new life .
Reach out to whoever you need to – you family would rather help you with anything than lose you .
The person who has not made a mistake they are ashamed of does not exist .
Learn from this – move forward with your life and please don’t do this to your family .
You are such an important part of their lives – and doing something silly will change that to becoming one of the biggest sadnesses of the rest of their lives . They will never recover !
You in the other hand can recover from gambling addiction.
You can retake control over your life .
Go get a good sleep and see how you feel in the morning.
I would appreciate a reply Gene .