Hi FG, well done on coming back here and being honest. Also well done on arranging for your husband to meet you on what you know is a dangerous night of the week for you.
I also have to agree with Sad though, she beat me to it!!
Why wait? It’s alsways best to take actions now while you are hurting and don’t want to gamble. We all know that the pain fades, money matters ease and the urges return. Get yourself banned from the casino now and that barrier will then be in place if/when that happens.
It will also be a good way to repay the support your husband is showing, it will show him how serious you are about stopping and give him reassurance as well.
Keep posting.