Hi Duccix , I’m so sorry to read you lost all your savings . Unfortunately once we cross over into addictive gambling even once – it is almost impossible to ever finally to normal gambling .
I admire you for coming on here and seeking help so quickly – if you can draw a line in the sand, walk away, forget about the lost money and live a gamble free life you will never look back.
Unfortunately most of us who do chase our losses have found that not being able to pay our bills has become a way of life- a horrible, depressing life .
You have the support of your wife and you have said that you can get over this loss financially –
Please close your accounts , and ban your self . Sign up to Gamstop or get a gambling blocker for your internet devices – and maybe for now – give your wife full control over all monies and cards.
I hope this helps – this could just be a huge mistake you have made or the start of years of misery – the choice is yours .
Onwards and upwards .