[JayKay82]

Hi Charles.
Thanks for your message. The last time I stopped I did have help. Partly though because I had been found out and I did go and talk to someone in dependant. This time I am the only one that knows and have decided to get help. I will see where it takes me, initially it has been good and I feel helpful. Now instead of checking scores and assessing betting option I come here and read other people’s posts and think about my own failures and problems. That in itself to me is a change for the good. For me now, I need to control myself for a little bit without help or else I will never trust myself and that is something I can’t live with for the rest of my life.