Hi Candleluv! When we are compulsive gamblers we never win. Even if we win a manage to leave/quit, we always return only to end up worse off. It’s a never ending cycle. I don’t have the best track record to offer advice however I too have had enough. Sick and tired of being sick and tired. I suggest working on recovery, weather it’s going to meetings, seeing a Counslor, coming here, reading etc. and putting as many barriers as you can to prevent gambling or to lesson the damage if you slip. I know things seem hopeless but I also know life can and will improve if we find our way out of the living hell gambling offers. All we have to do is make a decion not to gamble today and soon the days will add up and we will find ourselves in a better place.. Do you have a support system?? A plan? Anyone to talk to? Thinking of you and wishing you well.
