Hi Ask yourself this … is it all truly lost ? or is it the start of a new life ? Sometimes we need to reach rock bottom a very dark place before we begin again. You will never loose your son he is yours and loves you and needs you. Now is the hard time. Hard tough choices. Quitting and overcoming this addiction involves pain but through that pain comes liberty and freedom from the past.
It is good to you told your parents even though it wont feel like that now. Nothing is ever unfix able ever! You cant gamble not even 1 penny. Accept that and start to rebuild. Your business is at risk but is it lost ? Now is the time to focus plan and start to look at today and tomorrow. We can not change the past. You can do this!!!