Oh gosh, reading your story just made me think: ‘Yup. I’ve been there’
I’ve been bored and fed up and needing excitment, and the way the slots whirl and the promise of a big win just out of reach (maybe the next spin right?) was that excitment i needed. Like you, i started with bingo (online, not clubs) and i enjoyed it for a time, what the with roomies and sense of community and a few very nice wins. But it was when i started clicking on slots and winning £30 a spin (more than the house prize in the speed bingo rooms i played in) i knew i was hooked. I won money fast, and lost money faster.
I kept this up until the losses outweighed the wins, and i knew i was in trouble.
As K has said, you are in the right place. This is a healthier community for us to be in, rather than with workers in bingo halls who know our names or roomies who care nothing for us really.
Everyone here wants you to succeed, and i believe if we all stick together, post often, and support each other, that is easily achievable.
best wishes to you,
BBB X