Hi Alliesmum
My big brother was/is my best friend, and he was the one who tried most to take care of me. He believed in me, and even “understood” why I was wrapped up in the life I chose to live. He bailed me out many times, looking back, he enabled me. It was never his fault however, because I was the one choosing my path. I caused issues in his marriage, and with other family members. Recently I was married, and could see what I caused between him and his wife… and I feel sick about it. I have recently made good on some of the money I owe him, and I believe it has made a difference with his wife as well. My path is straight ahead for once. I am proud of the steps I have taken, and look forward to charging ahead. Good luck in all life brings you!
John
