A while since I last posted.
The night out with Pete was fine, except the dog got into a tizz and smashed the 30 quid bottle of Jamaican rum I bought him. He said I looked like I had been to a spa,and said the new posh gear was very nice.
The week at work last week was full of stresses and strains. I am behind on many personal matters and there aren’t enough hours in the day. The debt issues are rearing their head again and I carried on playing my computer game and wasted quite a bit of money. What I realised was that it was my escape, it started before Xmas and ended yesterday. In the middle of playing it I deleted it. That was it. Wish there was a way to permanently block it but haven’t found it yet. What it did was block out what was going on, Xmas and new year I find to be quite stress inducing. All this jolly ness but a lot of crap still happens over Xmas. I didn’t find spending time with my mum and sister a particularly joyful experience. More my awful brother in law really.
Had a letter from my gp saying why hadn’t I been for many months now since last July when prescribed antidepressants and promptly dumped them. Discussed with my Chinese doc at the weekend. He gave me things for the cough which I have had since 27 December. Just one day later and it is starting to clear. He said that I am not depressed now and the cramping attacks which were terrible when I first went there are now about twice a month. He is right. Although expensive it is worth it.
Nearly 18 months gf on the 14th feb and I still haven’t tackled the big debts. The debt issues are starting to come in again and I find dealing with these as I have for many years now a wee bit soul destroying.
