Thanks Laura, Kathryn and idi. I had a nice time at my sisters. Their new home is very small and compact and isn’t big enough to take us all at Xmas. But we went to a farm for a nice cream tea on Thursday and on Friday we went to the historic town of Stamford for a nice lunch and looking at the expensive shops, artisan overpriced crap was our view! I paid for all of it and was delighted to do so. My sister can’t afford any luxuries really aside from wine and the 3 scratch cards she buys every time in hope of a big win and better future. I understand why she does it, when you work full time and can’t afford any luxuries, that sure sucks.
Got back yesterday And have been alone since yesterday afternoon. Got a letter to say no benefits this month. They really take vast liberties, no wonder people are being evicted.
I am Ok, I have some underlying anxiety about a lot of things but I am Ok today. Did the 10pm group and spoke to a new member which helps me a lot to see what this addiction does, reminds me of how bad it was. My tum is Ok, settled having regular meals at my sisters, she loves to cook for us and I like her to do it.
All ok.
