Hi Alice, Now that was a great update to read! One day at a time is small and achieveable yet, as your story shows, can be life changingly massive. You have used support where you needed it, both for gambling and for your mental health, but it is YOU who has done the hard work to go with that support. You deserve your success and to enjoy your recovery.
Harry is still on holiday but i have spoken to someone else – I can confirm that your thread is unretrieveable. We have changed servers a couple of times over the years and sadky at one point a fews years ago we lost a lot of the older threads.
You know your own story though and more importantly you know where you are NOW, that is what is important.