[kathryn]

Life is pretty crap at the moment, haven’t gambled but can’t help but wonder what does it matter! Everything is my fault, feeling super low and depressed. Sorry I havent been around, everything is just too hard. How do you get blood from a stone? Dames is furious, I’ve maxed out the credit card and why? Cause he wasn’t working…..but that’s my fault.
Sorry for feeding my children, sorry for paying the bills, sorry for covering for your lazy arse. Why bother!