Hi!
So I just booked my flights to New York and New Orleans. It was the most stressful couple of hours ever…….no accommodation yet, waiting for specials, if there are any!!!
I feel like I have finally truly started to live. Not just because of the trip, my children are so happy, all of them, and of course the baby. I feel so absolutely blessed, that finally, while it will never be gone (always on guard of course), I have left that part of me behind and truly moved forward with my life. Hey, I know that I could relapse at any time…..this feeling of pure joy I am feeling in my heart right now is all I need to shake off that gambling voice whispering in my ear (yes, the monster rears on occasion)
I am happy.
What an amazing feeling.
Something I thought I would never have.
7 1/2 years clean (almost)
I know what can happen. I will do everything I can to ensure it never happens to me again.
Love to you all, thank you so much for all your lovely replies.
Take care, K xxxxxx
