Hey Stephen, well done on drawing the line. No more asking family. Next time you see them tell them NOT to lend you money. That you are in recovery and need to face the financial consequences on your own. I pray that the card is there for you for gas and food. Onward and Upward. Take the next little step. Make the next right choice. That’s how we get there. Try to relax.Try some relaxation techniques as you are likely extremely stressed in yourself. Deep breaths. Face the mirror. Be honest with yourself but do not punish yourself with words. You can over come this addiction. Laura
