Hey Liz,
sounds like you’ve been making it through a rough patch. The anxiety and depression can be hard to deal with and don’t forget you are likely going through withdrawal as well which just makes it worse (PAWS). Hope the AC is working when you get home and at least you will feel like you have your comfort in your own place. I wrote a note to all three ladies back in recovery on IDI’s thread. I have faith that you will all come out the other side of this. Enjoy your time with your grandson. Laura