Hey Jack, glad to see you are still here and doing great. Keep adding in activities that make you feel good in different ways. Exercise, quality time with friends and family, meditation and anything that helps you feel better.
I am currently 48. I was 34 when I started gambling and i had two major periods of heavy gambling where I lost everything I owned and could borrow. I stopped gambling at 39. 9 years ago. I stopped for 5 and a half years. Then gambled sporadically for a while. I now have another year in without gambling and I never want to tempt it again.
One thing I would say to you is protect your savings. Put them into an account where you need to give notice to take money out or give it to someone you trust to take care of. Keep it up!
Laura