[jansdad]

Hey geordie, always good to read your posts. Yes, I was thinking about it myself yesterday – I have urges and therefore I’m doing something wrong.

Not sure what it is. I guess I just have to be coming here more often. Whenever I’m doing fine I tend to skip support groups and don’t come here as often. Obviously a mistake.
Day #54 today.
Also, reading about people who haven’t gambled for 14 months and then flipped doesn’t really help. Seems, we just have to be on the lookout as long as we live. Not a very comforting thought. But hey, it is what it is. We brought this down on ourselves.