Hello Monica…..Great to hear from you. My week has been awful. I’m really down in myself. I’m getting up at 5.30 in the morning to get the bus.I’m arriving into work at 8.45 am. I have to get two buses.In the evening is worse going home. I get the bus from work to portlaois in the evening but there is no townlink bus in the evening to bring me home.
One night I got the bus from work to portlaois and it started raining heavy. I waited at the bus stop for one hour but no townlink bus showed, This was at 8.00 o clock in the evening. I gambled that evening. I lost the 120 I borrowed from work. I had no money left so I started to walk in the heavy rain home. 2 hrs walk along the dark roads. My partner phoned me at 11.00 o clock that night and I was still walking in the rain. My partner came and collected me. I was nearly home at this stage. In the car I just broke down in tears and couldnt talk. When we got home she said Im suffering from depression and need to go to the doctor. I told her to sale the ps4 so I could get in and out to work.She sold the ps4 and she only gives me money for the bus. My partner is trying to collect me in the evening after work but its hard on her. Some nights I have to wait 2 hours for her to collect me. I honestly dont know whats going to happen with all the debt im in. I cant think straight anymore. The most important thing is to go to the doctor and get antidepression tablets..I can never have money again. I just cant. Its like a loaded gun waiting to go off. Hope your doing good….
I will get the car and go the doctor.