I have been to the bank today and opened a new account with restricted access, no internet banking, and no card attached. For the moment I do not have any more money but this is a great idea as I will not be able to access the money and I will have some time to relax and not go to play. This was my first considerable step and I am sure it will really help me. I had spent a lot of nights playing, no sleep even 72 hours as I was filling guilty in the morning that instead of playing with my daughter I have to sleep because I have lost the auto control. This is bad for the physical and mental health.
I am opened to new ideas I will do all the possible to stay clean.
I am very glad to see that people that do not know me can use the personal time to help me with good pieces of advice.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart :*