I know it hurts and we can all relate to this feeling all too well. The only thing you can do is stop. I started gambling when I was your age with my minimum wage 7$ Per hour job in 2008. Fast. Forward to 2018, I’m 29 now, I’ve blown well over 200k in casinos since. Here is the good thing, you are young. 18, so much life ahead of you, don’t do the same thing I did , stop now and you will recover in no time. However if you continue, you will only had a couple of more 0’s only that numberC and a lot more mental anguish over the years, time heals all. We are all here to help you. God bless you
