[konj1978]

Hello

sorry to hear this story but i hope that you will win against your gambling.

Your last sentence is key factor in all process. I had same problems.
Look, its big money and its difficult to earn it or get it back.

you need first to recognize your gambling problems, then you need to stop gambling. after that you need to work and to put short term goals or plans about your treatment. Dont think and forget if you can debts, mobey, gambling. i know its difficult but work on it