We need to look at what lead up to the “Hell” Monica.
You are doing that. It takes time. Not gambling is the first move. Getting support is also essential. You are doing that. Hopefully, another door will open when you attend GMA. It is very easy to get into a rut. Sussing out alternative accommodation will be very interesting. When we dispense with the old, we can take on the new. When you feel ready to take a clean break, change will happen. Is your son aware of your wish to leave your present home? You will need a bit of hurdle help with the move, Monica. It won’t be easy but it will happen if you are pro active.
When I asked a person to move out of my house I was gutted but change happened fast afterwards.
We need to trust in our HP.
