Hi Guys, It took me a long time to get used to living alone. It was an adjustment when Jen moved in and yet another adjustment when Isaac was born. I do miss seeing him when I get home. It’s depressing and I could just tear up. Part of what has driven my compulsive gambling was being alone. I do need to find other things to do when I get off of work because coming home is just real difficult right now. My Ga group disbanded. It’s a shame because that group had been together 20 30 years. There was a husband and wife team that were the real trusted servants for that group. When they decided to step back they brought someone in to be the leader. She was very nice but inexperienced. It’s a shame on all those long-time members that this group want of disbanding. I don’t blame anybody for the group not being together. If I could have committed to taking over the group I’m sure it would still be there. Well another long day at work tomorrow. I did get to see Isaac on the weekend. I hope I get to see him Thursday. I have an appointment with the dermatologist to look at my scalp. I use some old medication a couple of months ago and wound up with was blisters on my head. I went to Urgent Care and they prescribed steroids. I took them and they cleared it off. My scalp is still sore and itchy though. It’s very irritated especially at night when I lay down. I am scheduled for my gastric bypass surgery on October 2nd. I still have so questions before I go forward and at this point I’m not a hundred percent sure that I want to do it. Jenny goes for her injections next week and her body scan on the 17th. Prayers that her cancer has not spread. After the test results they will come up with a treatment plan for her. I think Jenny may have finally gotten The Isaacs insurance straightened out. He needs hernia surgery. these were things that were supposed to been accomplished in about a three month span but since she decided to move this guy here from Florida it is throwing a wrench in my plans. I will need someone here for at least a couple weeks post-surgery and I’m not sure how any of that’s going to work out yet. Betti
