Thanks for some great posts. Sometimes I wish I had more time to write on this forum, but its just another thing that I accept.
You must be a very strong person, butchugly, (with a horrible user name, lol, only kidding), but you must be strong to do the job that you do.
I just know from reading on here over the years its best to bite the bullet sooner rather than later, Frit’z post is brilliant at explaining why.
I do feel like I’ve had a bit of a victory this weekend, because, although I didn’t have a gambling urge I did come close to it. I have only ever managed to fend off an urge 2 or 3 times in my life so am just so pleased I was able to stop my thoughts going down that road. As much as I said about previous gambling wouldn’t have happened if I had barriers in place, I did have access to my bank accounts on Saturday which actually was a stupid thing. Its always easy to be wise after the event as we all know. Maybe just one more thing not going right might have been the straw that finally broke the camels back.
On the train at the minute travelling back to London, and because I’ve had a few days off recently am going back to work tomorrow first day of six I hope.
Thanks again for the replys.
Geordie.