Great post Johnny
Ive tried controlled gambling
For me it just made my head scream to play more
I think when you’ve self destructed enough times and you think if I just put 50 or a 100 and see what happens
You are back to square one
Stay strong and enjoy your marriage and your life
I ruined my marriage and its a really stupid thing Ive done
When your lonely its easier to piss it all away and then you start feeling that you have nothing to offer anybody and it just gets worse
Life has enough ups and downs without us making more downs
Cheers
