Great post Jansdad. I’m proud of you. I am making the same promise to myself as well.
This is not the end, it is the beginning. The beginning of a gamble free life.
Today I had horrible urges I felt so sorry for myself again. I was convinced that if I played, it would make everything better again. I found an old old account that had no money in it. And rather than playing I self excluded forever. I have self excluded from all the accounts I ever had. The only way to play again is to din new one, and to do that I have to make the effort. Goddam it, I am in charge of my head,.
Jansdad I love the time we chat, we have so much in common and so much to live for. Let’s live instead of being in the grip of something which is so negative.
Tonight I will do the fors and against of gambling again, and I know the against will outwiegh the fors. Time to start using my brain.
Lobe you fella, and love you all
Mav