Got over the urges. Buried myself in work. Could have maybe done more so far but stopped to eat pasta mid of afternoon and it wiped me out. Went for a walk to buy milk and get fresh air. Still down somewhat on the rent and cant close the gap much more before midnight tonight. So will have to face that this coming Friday.
Another debt breaths down my neck and this one can turn nasty for more reasons that 1. I will miss the payment on this one for this week but hope I can make ground by next week. Im short stacked at the moment and have been for an age. Need to really pull ahead of this. Bailiffs also hovering close by unpaid council tax. Luckily I have nothing for them to take and they wont get entry to my flat. The golden rule never EVER let a bailiff through the door. If you do your screwed as they can force entry next time round.
Will go the route of denying implied rights of access and start making payments next week direct to the council even though they wont deal with me now as its gone to collection. One thing for sure we can become mini experts in the harsher points of life such as debt collection agency’s. The joys of a failed and terribly useless gambler 😉