Thanks for the support and reminders of the good. I was gambling at least once, if not twice a week…so I guess it’s progress. Someone mentioned on another post, that they would wish this addiction on anyone. That is for sure! I’ve tried to stay positive today. My mate is very frustrated and hurt, which i get! I hate disappointed them and myself… but tomorrow is another day. Yesterday is gone…looking back i know that i let myself grow more and more angry about something really small… this triggered my thoughts on g. I also started drinking, which never helps and unfortunately does not help my rationalizing mind! I need to recognize these times sooner and re-track my thoughts right away! URGH!
